Lately I have been doing a lot of self reflection. I have been reading a lot of self help books and started to journal. I have come to a conclusion that I might be a selfish person. I have been thinking about it a lot and I think many of my actions are pretty selfish. This came to my attention when I was sick last week. I was really sick with a terrible cold. I wasn’t able to get out of bed or go to work because I was so weak and tired. My boyfriend was being so help but I couldn’t stop getting upset about the HVAC settings. I couldn’t decide what I wanted temperature I wanted it to be one because I was hot one second and cold the next. I had him running back and forth to the thermostat to change the settings. He would be on a work call and I would text him to go turn on the air conditioner or he would be in the middle of cooking me dinner and I made him turn on the heater. I feel like I need to be better about bossing him around when it comes to changing the temperature when I am sick. Next time I am sick I am going to try and be more respectful of his time. I am so lucky to have such a patient boyfriend that is willing deal with all my HVAC issues.