Ahh it’s the final start of a current month and I am feeling happiness mixed with sadness, however a bit distraught because I saw a friend of mine singing last night and he looked so excited while doing it and it made me believe distraught because I have the same craving inside to sing yet I remain silent.
I was singing with my friend Danny last year but my associate and I haven’t played together in a few weeks.
Also, my friend who sings has a much better voice than I do and it just makes me feel a bit unsatisfactory. But, my current heating as well as A/C technology that will arrive in the mail today or tomorrow from the local corporation makes me feel happy. I also believe life is a mixture of all unusual kinds of emotions and it is better to believe the whole range of them than to believe nothing at all. I am getting a current dual fuel plan and an electric heat pump this month and am excited because I suppose they are both going to save me a lot of money over the next few years in my heating and cooling bills. The rates are a lot higher than they used to be and I have been looking for ways to save money and I suppose these current units are going to help me a lot in that quest. I am going to clean my washable HEPA filter today and also clean the gas furnace filter, which is not a HEPA filter but a normal single. It should be an enjoyable month in all though with all of the current things coming.